Perfection?

Just listened to a problem one-of-my-almost-perfect-friend, or actually perfectly perfect, is currently facing right now. And it kinda makes me realize that everyone has got their own problem. There might be times that you'll think "OMG how i envy that person, her life is perfect" or "Sometimes I wish I could be like her". Am I right? Oh, been through that a lot of times :) but, have you ever thought what actually makes the person be on the top? Ha! That might be one of the things you missed! EFFORT! Yep, some people weren't born with much of a talent, instead, they tried and thrived hard to be one of the best. And maybe, just maybe, many of you have never really noticed their efforts. I mean, for instance most people would only look at the final product instead of how the product is actually made, correct?

Thus, don't ever wish to be like somebody else, you'll never know their story behind all the good things you see, and remember that everyone, including you, is special :) Be better or worse, it all depends on your efforts and how you bring up yourselves, good luck :)

“Who are you to judge the life I live?

I know I'm not perfect

-and I don't live to be-

but before you start pointing fingers...

make sure you hands are clean!” 

― Bob Marley

Right now, I'm like a small leaf floating on a river, not knowing on which direction the wind will be blowing, nor which side the river will be flowing. All I can do is just pray, pray that everything will be alright, pray that God will help me make the right decision.

Survival rate: unknown

Personal Career and Development Management : 1 resume
Managerial Econs : 1 presentation, final exam
Chinese : 1 project, 1 presentation, 3 tests, 1 oral test, 2 quizzes
Marketing : 2 report (case + project), 1 presentation, 1 final quiz
Business Analytics : 1 report, 2 presentations, final exam
Cosmetics & Perfumes : 1 project, 1 quiz, final exam
Business communication : 3 presentations (mini lecture + oral presentation + individual presentation), 1 report, 1 letter

Ok, believe me, I don't know how I almost survive this semester. I just realized I actually had so many assignments and presentations. OMG like seriously, those all haven't included the every-week-tutorial yet :/ can you imagine, sigh.
I'm now left with 2 finals and after that I'll be free for the whole 3 months. Can't wait! :)

So count your blessings.

Honestly, I really dislike people who don't appreciate their lives. Like seriously, there are millions of people in this world fighting hard for their lives, but what are the ones with ample food, clothing (NO it's not only ample, they have more than enough for everything) complaining about? I know there are times when life feels clueless and hopes seem to vanish, but please, will acting like a child complaining everyday help a thing? Will drowning in despair make yourselves happier? Will being mad and upset with every single thing make you feel more relieved? NO. The answer is BIG FAT NO. So why don't you just get up and fight for things that worth your time and energy? Count your blessings people. Life is always about ups and downs. When you're at the top, be grateful, when you're at the bottom, try to pull yourselves together and find a way to get yourselves back at the top. It ain't easy, well no one ever said life is going to be easy either. But isn't it the bitterness in life that makes happiness feel much sweeter and more blissful? Do realize, that you're all the lucky ones.

Wish List

Maldives

For me, this is the most beautiful place in the world <3 <3

Please

People should know that everyone has his own limits. Just because I never get angry in front of you doesn't mean I cannot get angry. Just because I don't show my fury by throwing tantrum doesn't mean I'm not mad. I probably am, by the way, if you realize. Like sometimes when I keep quiet, I may have something in my mind, or I'm just tired, or... I'm just angry at you. Wanna know the reason why I stay quiet? Because I'm so scared if I talk, I'll say something inconsiderable that will hurt you. Or actually, I'm so scared that if I talk, tears will unconsciously fall.

I don't know why I'm typing all these. I guess a lot of things just have been happening and there are things I'm not supposed to tell. Don't ask, because you know I'll never tell. Just consider me being mad today. Signing off.

Hectic, but no worries :)

Today's gonna be such a long day, well actually it has been a long day :( I'm having 8hour back-to-back classes today, and going to have project meeting after class. After that, I got choir practice and choir photoshoot. And going to celebrate friend's birthday also. Oh man :( However, I feel so energetic today, despite my lack of sleep! I actually slept like 5-6 hours like usual. Probably because of running yesterday at SRC track yesterday :) I might be the least sporty person you've ever known, by the way. Hahaha. I almost never really run my whole life, especially long run. I run only when I'm late for something or anything like that. And I don't really do sports also although I enjoy them pretty much, like volleyball, basketball, swimming. However, yep you got it right, I don't have the time :( And I suck at it, seriously. Hahaha. Ok can I be honest that I'm so proud of myself that I actually jogged and ran around 4km yesterday?! The furthest I've ever run is around 2km I think? LOL. I stopped a couple of times though yesterday, couldn't really control my breathing well since I never really run. Oh I ran with my Indon friends by the way! They were all so nice, some kept on encouraging me to continue running when I really wanted to give up so badly. LOL.

Anyway, I watched 2 concerts again on Sunday! NUSChoir & NUS Guitar Ensemble :) AND OMG, such nice shows!! I'm still so sad though because I was late for Choir :(( missed like 2-3 songs. They all performed extremely well, seriously. Hope I could sing as well as them some day :)
For Guitar Ensemble, I got free ticket by the way. YAY!! It's because one of my friends accidentally bought another ticket without realizing he actually bought one already. OMG so dumb right I know. Hahaha. Anyway, thanks a lot! LOL. Oh, honestly I planned to watch this quite a long time ago, since some of my friends were performing also. However, I couldn't find any KR friends to go together with :( So at last I didn't buy the tickets. But since I got free ticket, why not? :) I'm watching with PGP friends by the way, not very close ones, but it's okay :) As long as still can talk, it's okay :)